Ok I've never been huge on Writing journals...
but I guess now as good a time as any to try.
So if this seems long and rambling and annoying Im sorry.

Though of course I bet no ones actually reading this.
If you do. I would really grateful if you leave something.
I'm currently feeling very underwhelmed. I've been drawing since I was a really little girl. Its always been a passion. But I always seemed to get missed in the crowd.
I mean don't get me wrong. DA is huge! and I'm only a little doodler. but still.
Hard to find the momento to draw when It feels pointless and useless.

And I feel that a lot recently. I don't even know where to start. And Like i said this is probably useless and futile. I mean if no one wants to look at my pics why would anyone read this.
So this isn't going to be as long as I thought. but oh well.
Please I beg you if you have read this... please tell me. let me know someone out there notices me.